How Can I (WEDA) Change.............???!! is that possible.........!

every one has own points of weakness, in which he tries to hide ,& others who who him self doesn't know them yet ................but how can i beat them........since this new year i tried my best not to show of my weakness side ,& even to appear stronger but i found my self in another new problem which i didn't know before whom i can share all that stress with & part of that stress can't be shared too........i found us(me&my best friends) sometimes chatting just about what happened to us in spite that we all attended the same stress but even though every one has her own point of view ..........but even that i was ok........as my exams are coming sooon i wish i can do well ...............I'll try not to cry ,,,,,I'll face the situation this time i think this is my weakness point which i'm really trying ti hide but i always fail to do .............may be this time i'll be more grown up i'll try to tolerate even if i can't but this is my new life which i must live .....I've to face even bad occasions with steady * no more tears at least this time.................

ENJOYING MEDICINE...............

SALAM EVERY ONE IT'S along time since i blogged fore the last time .......but here i'm back......as i got a completely different adventures after 3 months of studying medicine..........staying at hospital , dealibg with different people , nice situations & of course very sad ones ................but all that really changed alot in our personalities specially our new groub with my best friends ................
we visited different hospitals , dealt with different situations that made us think & see people who never met before in the positive & negative sides , knew diseases that i read about before but thought that was just exaggeration but sadly seen them live .........knew how can a SMALL NICE WORD change a life & help alot , ....................but on the other side i'll be examined soon & that's what i don't like ..........but any way ......i got a point ......................i get elder & my brain got more mature & knew that i've to be more responsile
in many days i felt like a broken & can't complete & see ppl suffering but it's life , i can change i can study well & stop more coming suffering ..............even those diseases whome i hate alot those days i'll change my mind i like them just to overcome them & decrease their incidence ....................
that was just a thought from a full brain , who can't talk