How Can I (WEDA) Change.............???!! is that possible.........!

every one has own points of weakness, in which he tries to hide ,& others who who him self doesn't know them yet ................but how can i beat them........since this new year i tried my best not to show of my weakness side ,& even to appear stronger but i found my self in another new problem which i didn't know before whom i can share all that stress with & part of that stress can't be shared too........i found us(me&my best friends) sometimes chatting just about what happened to us in spite that we all attended the same stress but even though every one has her own point of view ..........but even that i was ok........as my exams are coming sooon i wish i can do well ...............I'll try not to cry ,,,,,I'll face the situation this time i think this is my weakness point which i'm really trying ti hide but i always fail to do .............may be this time i'll be more grown up i'll try to tolerate even if i can't but this is my new life which i must live .....I've to face even bad occasions with steady * no more tears at least this time.................