it's not easy ............after 2 years

it's th 8th of Januray a day meant nothing  for me until 2years back when i lost you my lovely grandmom..............i knew that you left but without staying with you in you r last days  ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,you cant believe that i m still angry that i didn't came that night to see you cuz u were ill but they told me that you can go tomorrow ,,,,,,,tomorrow came &didnt find you .............i didn't get into your house since then till last ramdan...........i could smell you in every corner in your house i could remmber you asking me to eat with you ,,,,,,,,,i could remember Eid time when i used to visit you the first but the eid came & lost one of it's most flavourous of course you , i can remember your great personality whom i used to , i love you grandy cuz you have given me my name ............you added alot for us all.............i can remember you every day in my words in which u added alot ,,,,in my acting  in every part of my life i can remmeber your lovely words whome you missed bcuz of ALZHEIMER my first enemy.........i can remmber your stories ...............you were very stricted with but on the other side you loved us alot but without telling us directly but you made alot for us that made us understand so ...................

i'll never forget & i wish to be like you a successful lady & to be like you want us ladies whome all ppl  respect & know  how to do the best ...................thax for inspiring us all that time ..................
 i love you

raby yarhamek w yaj3al mathwak al jana
you are always n our hearts