Alahly................

my little lovely cousin Besha , joined nursery this year..................as i know him he loves football alot & specially AHLAY.....................the thing which made me post ,,,,,,,,,,,,,is his shock...............when he came back from school angry ...............we asked him why ??????????? he said we all love AHLY ..............how our flag isn't RED..................SO.........WE MUST BE NASAR  then.......................

........................ i love you BESHA ...........you are growing up

it's not easy ............after 2 years

it's th 8th of Januray a day meant nothing  for me until 2years back when i lost you my lovely grandmom..............i knew that you left but without staying with you in you r last days  ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,you cant believe that i m still angry that i didn't came that night to see you cuz u were ill but they told me that you can go tomorrow ,,,,,,,tomorrow came &didnt find you .............i didn't get into your house since then till last ramdan...........i could smell you in every corner in your house i could remmber you asking me to eat with you ,,,,,,,,,i could remember Eid time when i used to visit you the first but the eid came & lost one of it's most flavourous of course you , i can remember your great personality whom i used to , i love you grandy cuz you have given me my name ............you added alot for us all.............i can remember you every day in my words in which u added alot ,,,,in my acting  in every part of my life i can remmeber your lovely words whome you missed bcuz of ALZHEIMER my first enemy.........i can remmber your stories ...............you were very stricted with but on the other side you loved us alot but without telling us directly but you made alot for us that made us understand so ...................

i'll never forget & i wish to be like you a successful lady & to be like you want us ladies whome all ppl  respect & know  how to do the best ...................thax for inspiring us all that time ..................
 i love you

raby yarhamek w yaj3al mathwak al jana
you are always n our hearts

WE ARE GROWING UP

dear friends ...................our first step will start 2morrow when EMY , LOLO. SMAYA ...........will do their first clinical exam & we'll do in the following day ...............for us all it's more than new experience , even if we hear alot about did every thing  but we've to  be a part of ................it's our life & i hope that we wont be worried if we are like that we wont be able to concentrate & if we don't concentrate we wont do well with our patient whom we concern of the most ..........we've to do well at least to stop our first enemy  MS ..............so my dear friends don't' worry ( i wish i can do too)........even if drs were hard , may be tough with us ,,,,,,,,,but it's our life it's stressful & we've to face it ....................i wish u all the luk 2morrow girls & i wish the same for us too n the following day.............

How Can I (WEDA) Change.............???!! is that possible.........!

every one has own points of weakness, in which he tries to hide ,& others who who him self doesn't know them yet ................but how can i beat them........since this new year i tried my best not to show of my weakness side ,& even to appear stronger but i found my self in another new problem which i didn't know before whom i can share all that stress with & part of that stress can't be shared too........i found us(me&my best friends) sometimes chatting just about what happened to us in spite that we all attended the same stress but even though every one has her own point of view ..........but even that i was ok........as my exams are coming sooon i wish i can do well ...............I'll try not to cry ,,,,,I'll face the situation this time i think this is my weakness point which i'm really trying ti hide but i always fail to do .............may be this time i'll be more grown up i'll try to tolerate even if i can't but this is my new life which i must live .....I've to face even bad occasions with steady * no more tears at least this time.................

ENJOYING MEDICINE...............

SALAM EVERY ONE IT'S along time since i blogged fore the last time .......but here i'm back......as i got a completely different adventures after 3 months of studying medicine..........staying at hospital , dealibg with different people , nice situations & of course very sad ones ................but all that really changed alot in our personalities specially our new groub with my best friends ................
we visited different hospitals , dealt with different situations that made us think & see people who never met before in the positive & negative sides , knew diseases that i read about before but thought that was just exaggeration but sadly seen them live .........knew how can a SMALL NICE WORD change a life & help alot , ....................but on the other side i'll be examined soon & that's what i don't like ..........but any way ......i got a point ......................i get elder & my brain got more mature & knew that i've to be more responsile
in many days i felt like a broken & can't complete & see ppl suffering but it's life , i can change i can study well & stop more coming suffering ..............even those diseases whome i hate alot those days i'll change my mind i like them just to overcome them & decrease their incidence ....................
that was just a thought from a full brain , who can't talk

My first step forward..............................

salamt

as you whole know i'm a medical student , but let me say that i just felt that in the last weeks as i started my 4th year , in libya my home medical students try their first step as a dr in that year .............& that was really worthy.........i noticed the difference in my life in my behaviour , i noticed new things in me & i'm trying to be stronger too , & that's my ral prplm .............MY EMOTIONS .............from the first day we got a great shock , our nice pt who had never suffered b4 , & now he's onlying coughing & thinks it's somthing easy........diagnosed as brocogenic carcinoma.......................i wont lie i did't cry yet.& that's a great thing i did now , you know it's diffcult to feel like a dr you 've to concern about every detail in this person's life & help him to be better ................you may read those notes & feel them non worthy but for me they mean alot ,,,,,,,,,,pts are grea too they are helping us alot even beside their great suffer, somtimes we feel them suffering & they don't talk just giving us a chance to learn.....................................
Nothing like a Doctor........

old people ..........whrer are they now???????????

salamt

every year the whole world celebrate the old people's day 1/OCTOBER , & celebrate what hey present for them from health care to mental & financial care , for me & as a Libyan i've never knew about it here before as i've never heared about any development fpr our routes yeah, who are those old ppl they are me & u but not now after a few years , i know how much youth are still suffering , but youth can do it & can bring back thier rights but what about old ppl , who 's talking about them ????

AS a Libyan i lived such an experience with my grands may Allah bless them & all muslims , they needed a special care that can't be done with ordinary ppl ,but i couldn't find any , is there any health centers for them??? we 've thousands for children but in fact we forgot about our fathers & mothers ...........is n't it ??

I wont count but Alzheimer's disease is invading our community from every where without any difference yeah even it it can be prevented by supporting special drugs for those ppl

Not even ealth in libya ppl retire since they are in the early 60s , & can't find any place to go to no clubs or even open areas just for them where they can meet & comuincate ..........even jobs in the whole world they can work reaching 60 doesn't mean death ! Omara almokhtar had fighted against italians as he were 70....si even libyans can do ...........you can't belive how diificult to ba at home & not work or do any thing !!!!

, soooo........is it time to take care of us in future or still.......if not the train is running & is bringing you closer to them so save millions just before you be one of them

ALFATAH CENTER FOR GIFTED STUDENS reunion

              Benghazi.

            A few days ago i got an invitation for our third school reunion, i liked the idea so much as it was at the same days we're  celebrating EID........
       In fact i went there even if lots of best friends didn't do, but alot of wonderful ppl were there, some whome i know as we joined the school together & lots i don't, but we got a nice time together, as we shared ideas to start working as a  team of talented LIBYANS,as we all joined ALFATAH CENTER FOR GIFTED STUDENS in Benghazi together this place who gave us a great push to go on & succeed, It seems that i'm nothing  beside those who finshed their masters & others who worked at great companies , doctors & more & more of successful very young  ppl whome you feel proud of .........

           Every one tried to give his idea about the coming reunion & i did too, we'll start working in different groubs according to our fields to make OUR LIBYA , the best Enshallah............it's our home & it deserves more , & every little change will make a great difference...........

EID MUBARAK

ALSALM ALYKOM

nothing like aseeda can make Eid's special flavor.....of course before relatives & visitors of Eid made the best flavor.....................enshallah EID  MUBARAK TO ALL MUSLIMS

libya is green .....libya to be clean2010

libya is agreat country at least for me specially , nearly 200 km o f wonderful beach a graet SAHARA & incredible greenaria , this difference in nature gives libya the speciality, but wherer ever u go & find those wonderful pics above u , just look btween your feet u can find it ....... yeah at leas a plastic bag , bottles of water ,drinks tanks & this stuff that we all know .....but when it's up
..............after milion of years , i knew that it takes decades before plastc dissolves in soil, so what's the solution.......we wontplant any more trees or plants our s are enogh for noe at least , but ours still need some care to be CLEAN .... GREEN......,.........CAN WE SPREAD THE IDEA ,
Doesn't our LIBYA need more care of us at least this year 2010......
as simple as that every one can do it ..... yeah YOU can make  change ........every thime you  go na  apicnic for free9 no one pays in libya for picnincs), you'll simply pay this year , not areal payment but just bring back what you brought with you the previous years , nothing of this rubish came  alone it came with you , your family & your friends ....lets' start our action for LIBYA green  & clean...... we still have time ..... tell me your opnions & we'll strt soon ........

libya is your home no one will chnage it exept you......it's your turn now...